Saturday, August 1, 2015

The Future :P

The Future? What does that exactly mean? Future meaning the time or period of time following the moment of speaking or writing; time regarded as still to come. Well with that much said do you ever think about the future? Like what will your career be or are you going to find your true love and get married then have kids later on. If you do think about it that's great but if you don't that's okay but you have to start thinking about it sometime.
When I think about my future I think about my family,friends,what my career is going to be,will i be living on my own and many more things. I think about my family because they are what is most important to me other than school. I want to know that they are going to be safe and have everything to care for themselves. I said my friends because i don't know if i will be friends with them in the close or even the far future. I know that i probably will have some but most i will not have and that's okay because at least i will have some :). One that i think about a lot is my career is because i wanna be a doctor but i'm not really sure what kind i want to be, but i'm choosing between a Pediatrician or a Surgeon or maybe i should be a Pediatric Surgeon! See what i mean by i never stop thinking about it lol. I'm not sure if i will be living on my own or if i'll have a roommate or if i will still be living with my family. School is another thing that i think about because i wanna make sure i pass and not fail so i have to retake a certain class like that will be NO BUENO! lol
I wanna let ya'll in on my little secret ;) when i'm thinking of my future i always listen to my favorite music or i listen to the best remixes of popular music from 2014. When i listen to it, it really brings out everything in my mind that i think of all the good, bad, the future, the past, but when i start thinking of it and i'm all alone i dance it out; all my thoughts,stress,sadness,happiness just everything! I recommend you guys to try it some time :).  Music is like being in a whole different world than the one that we live in and it feels good to escape from it every once in awhile. So if your ever feeling a certain way listen to some music and dance your heart out :)
Other things that i think about in my future is marriage and children, i think do i really want these things or do i just wanna focus on my career. I think about this one a lot i mean i really shouldn't be thinking of this one as much as the others but it really irritates me because i'm really a family oriented person but at the same time all i wanna do is focus on my work. It's just confusing :P BLAHHH! I think about what kind of car i want to drive which for the longest i wanted a Mustang but honestly i don't know what the hell i want lol but first of all i gotta learn how to drive :P
Then i start thinking about will i ever be able to trust someone with my life, like a person that's not apart of my family members that i trust..I think i will be able too but then again nahh but who knows right? So here's to the future may it be the best and not the worst :D
God Bless :)

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