Sixteen and Realizing...

Hey guys i'm new to this but i really have been wanting to start a blog for awhile now and i finally got the complete guts to start writing lol. Most of the things that i will be writing about are true things that happened in my life and that come from the mind not from my mind then on paper then here just my mind and here lol. I really hope you guys like my writing :).

Being sixteen and realizing I been through so much since I was 10.. I mean I'm glad that I don't have it really bad as others in the world but i had it sort of tough. Like losing my father at 10 and having to figure out problems that i needed his fathering advice it was tough trying to picture the fact that he wasn't there or ever coming back.. The fact that my mother was moving on from him very early caused a lot of confusion, i asked myself "did she really love him." "why would she want to be with someone else if she missed him or even loved him." but then i thought maybe she started dating that guy because she didn't want to realize she was going to be alone with just us and not with the one she loved. I don't know really but i do know that my mother loved my father so much that she wouldn't just go out with someone because she needed love. After i met the guy she was dating i had a really bad vibe about him and when i told her she never listened so of course having that vibe i didn't want to be in the same household as her or him so i moved with my aunt and uncle. When i started school i had no friends and it was hard the first week then the next week i met a new student her name was Becky and we became best friends then we met our other friends Erick and Devin we all had art class together and it seemed like things were becoming better for me.

Until after a couple of months things got bad between my mother and I, arguing because bad things were happening to her and she didn't want to get away from him because she was so blinded by lust or love. My mother had me really worried for her and my sister and brother because that man was just a horrible person towards my mother..Then one night my mom and my siblings got away and came to my uncle and aunts house with a black eye and a broken heart..I was glad she came to get away but only a couple days later she left and went back..it took her my whole 6th grade year to learn that the man she was dating was not good at all. I didn't want to move back with my mother after i found out that she was done with him because i couldn't trust her after the other time but of course when it got somewhat closer to school starting my uncle and aunt forced me to move back with her so i could gain my relationship with her back and things are so far so good on that :) 

Thanks for reading i hope you are interested in what i have else to write!! :)  

God bless :)